I don't miss screaming my guts out. If I miss the old days, I'll put on some old metal music, like any other fan. It's not really what I want to do artistically with music anymore. It hasn't been for a long time, truth be told. I feel very proud of those albums though, that has to be said. Every time I put on Nattens Madrigal, I think: "Holy fuck! Did I make this?" This is some gnarly stuff. But it's also part of something - and someone - I was a long time ago. It's important to keep in mind that life is a journey.