Oh my lord what a frustrating woman. I get the concept of cautionary tales but this ain't it. This is a woman was so in love with a demon that she failed to see any reason. She said i did not leave cause i was financially not able to and yet this man was constantly in and out of prison, so how exactly was her situation financially stable to the point that she needed him and could not leave? He literally stole and pawned her stuff cause he had no money and would go in and out of jail for drugs and stealing and yet yeah she could not leave for financial reasons. Sure love! It felt like she was adding these reasons to bolster a strong argument for why she did not leave but the truth is this woman did not leave cause she wanted to be with that man. She seems more annoyed and angry that this man did not love her as she loved him. Them little bursts of anger and the tears that would not come out lol.
She seems like the type of woman who will do anything for a man which she did. This woman bailed out her husband even after he committed heinous acts. Why was she constantly bailing and picking him up from jail to terrorise her and her kids. Them poor kids. She really should have left earlier if she believed in putting her kids first above her love for the man. It annoyed the hell out of me how she did not protect her kids. This man had her daughter at all times of the night and she still did not leave rather she thought why not have another child.
Her family tried to reason with her but she did not want to hear it. Clearly her self esteem is in the gutter and she thought herself lucky that Russell chose her. Her sobbing with no tears coming out going "I just wanted to be loved, I just wanted someone to love me" let's you know all about this lady.
Her finding God means nothing. Some of them pastors and parishioners be really wolves in sheep's clothing. And she is clearly a judgemental type of Christian given the way she spoke about prostitutes, that Russell taking photos of her in various states of undress make feel dirty, like a prostitute. Prostitutes aren't dirty and are just trying to eke out a living. She could have left it at "him taking photos of me in various states of undress without my permission was dehumanising and made me feel disgusted" rather than made me feel like a prostitute. As if prostitutes deserve to be treated and to feel that way. She annoyed me. The end !