- Silas Perry: [as he's being arrested] Harvey can go to friggin' hell.
- Odafin Tutuola: Harvey who?
- Silas Perry: Me Too this, Time's Up that. You can't even pick up a broad at a bar these days.
- Odafin Tutuola: [sarcastically] What is this world coming to?
- Olivia Benson: Carisi.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Did you run here?
- Olivia Benson: Uh, I was with my trainer when the call came in.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: I was with a bear claw.
- Odafin Tutuola: You know, in my experience, when somebody throws their friend under the bus, they're lying.
- Grace Walker: I just want you to leave me alone.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: I just saw your boyfriend beat the living crap out of you, Grace.
- Grace Walker: If I don't care, then why should you?
- Olivia Benson: Because no one deserves to be treated like that.
- Grace Walker: I want to die.
- Olivia Benson: I'm so sorry, Sophie. I can't promise that I can take the pain away, but what I can promise you is I will do everything I can to help you.
- Grace Walker: Don't touch me!
- Olivia Benson: Look, I know that you're feeling...
- Grace Walker: You don't know anything!
- Olivia Benson: Sophie, please.
- Grace Walker: Stop calling me that! You told me that I would be better if I knew what happened to me. You told me I would get past it.
- Olivia Benson: You will. That is still true.
- Grace Walker: You said that if I looked at the bastard who hurt me in the eye and I told him how he ruined my life, that would start the healing. He's dead, goddamn it! There is no healing!
- Grace Walker: [while standing at her rapist's grave with Olivia] The last three years of my life I've been living on the street, using newspapers and garbage bags to stay warm. I let strange men use my body in exchange for food, protection, drugs. I was 18. I was supposed to be finishing my second semester of college. I lost time with my friends, my studies, my dad. You got your few measly minutes of sexual gratification and I lost my life. I will never forgive you for what you did to me, Professor, but hopefully I can move on with help from my family and friends. I'm going to survive. Yes, I am.
- Lisa Abernathy: We tend to experience identity as a thing, but it's less stable. It has less unity than we'd like to believe. Sophie didn't like the identity she had, so she gave it the boot. Enter Grace, stage left.
- Olivia Benson: So it's almost like she committed suicide without actually having to kill herself.
- Grace Walker: My dad's gonna kill me.
- Olivia Benson: Hey, Sophie, it's okay.
- Grace Walker: No, it's not. He said if I got below a "B", then he was gonna send me to SUNY.
- Olivia Benson: Sophie, parents say a lot of stupid things, right? And they try to scare you because they want you to stay on the right road, but you want to know who's really scared? We are.
- Grace Walker: You're a mom?
- Olivia Benson: I am. And I keep telling myself that it's gonna get easier, and that one day I'm gonna figure it all out, but... they say talking makes it easier? Try reasoning with a 6-year-old.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: [at a bar with Stone] I should get going.
- Peter Stone: I hope you have your ark parked outside.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Well, if I don't leave right now, I'm gonna get an earful.
- Peter Stone: Yeah, what's her name?
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Gina.
- [seeing his look]
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: No, it's-it's my sister. I've only had my truck for a month. She thinks I'm her own personal U-Haul.
- Peter Stone: Every family needs someone with a truck.
- Bartender: I've seen a million of 'em.
- Odafin Tutuola: I'm only interested in this one.
- Bartender: [glancing at a photo of Grace] Yeah, I think she was here. Waltzes in in her designer duds with no intention of ever paying for a drink. First she flirts with me, hoping I'll give her a shot on the house.
- Odafin Tutuola: Did you give her a shot?
- Bartender: Well, sure. A girl like that is good for business.
- Odafin Tutuola: She found another sucker?
- Bartender: Two, actually.
- Odafin Tutuola: They happen to be regulars here?
- Bartender: I only know the one guy, Drew. He's my dealer.
- Odafin Tutuola: Your dealer? You heard me say I'm a cop, right?
- Amanda Rollins: You know, Grace... said her name was Walker. She got her free lunches at the Walker House. She said her boyfriend was a surgeon named Tommy. I mean, there is a little bit of truth in all the lies she told. So she gave us the phone number of the sorority house.
- Olivia Benson: You're thinking she went to Spence.
- Amanda Rollins: "Peripatetic"?
- Olivia Benson: That's definitely a college word.
- Olivia Benson: Grace. I'm Lieutenant Olivia Benson. This is Detective Dominick Carisi. How are you feeling?
- Grace Walker: Like a herd of elephants did the Texas Two-Step on my head.
- Olivia Benson: So, Grace, um... unfortunately, uh, we think that you may have been sexually assaulted.
- Grace Walker: What?
- Olivia Benson: There was semen.
- Grace Walker: No...
- Olivia Benson: You didn't have any underwear on. I'm so sorry. I know that that's a lot to process.
- Grace Walker: I got blackout drunk and woke up without my panties on. Yeah, it's a lot to process.
- Grace Walker: [to Carisi] You seen a lot of girls that have been, uh...
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Way too many.
- Grace Walker: How do their boyfriends take it usually?
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: You're worried about telling Tommy?
- Grace Walker: I'm the one who got drunk. Maybe we just don't tell him about the other stuff.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: I mean, that's really your choice, but in my experience, the support of a loved one is a good thing.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: All right, this is the victim. She's still breathing, but her pulse is low, her pupils are dilated. Now, one of the cleaning crew guys from the, uh, bar, they found her this morning when they were taking out the trash. Vega, what do you got?
- Vega: [holding up evidence baggies] Found these near the body.
- Olivia Benson: Okay, this looks like blood. We get a name?
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: No, no cell, no purse, no ID.
- Olivia Benson: Okay, are we sure that this isn't a mugging?
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Well, the perp didn't just take her wallet and her phone. He also took her panties.
- Olivia Benson: But he left her Prada.
- Dr. Sloane: In addition to the concussive wound, she's got bruising on her wrists and thighs and severe vaginal trauma. Rape kit tested positive for semen. I sent it off to the lab.
- Olivia Benson: She say what happened?
- Dr. Sloane: Just that she's embarrassed and wants to go home.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Okay, did you get a name?
- Dr. Sloane: Grace Walker. No family. When she was brought in, her BAC was 0.15. That along with the THC in her system, I doubt any consent was involved.
- Olivia Benson: Grace remember anything more about what happened last night?
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: Nah, she was pretty tired.
- Olivia Benson: Well, call her. We need to get her in here for a line-up.
- Amanda Rollins: That's gonna be a problem. I tried the number she gave us. It goes to the Theta Phi Kappa house at Spence College. They've never heard of a Grace Walker.
- Olivia Benson: Why is this never easy?
- Odafin Tutuola: You knock all your women unconscious?
- Silas Perry: How many times do I have to say it? She attacked me.
- Odafin Tutuola: 'Cause she was trying to rob you?
- Silas Perry: Yes.
- Odafin Tutuola: You didn't call the cops?
- Silas Perry: I'm married. We had sex. I can live with a couple of black and blue marks.
- Peter Stone: [watching with Benson] At least he didn't say "happily married."
- Olivia Benson: The video was taken a week before she disappeared.
- Peter Stone: I... I can't believe it's the same girl.
- Olivia Benson: Three years living on the street will do that to a person. God knows what she had to do to survive.
- Lisa Abernathy: You're right, Liv. It looks like Dissociative Fugue Disorder.
- Peter Stone: Translation?
- Lisa Abernathy: It's a very rare condition where the patient loses autobiographical memory, their personal identity, so they adopt a new one.
- Olivia Benson: And it's usually triggered by child abuse or sexual assault.
- Peter Stone: Sophie did spend the last three years getting assaulted on the street.
- Lisa Abernathy: Grace did. Not Sophie. That identity had already been exiled from her conscious mind.
- Peter Stone: Well, that's a little dramatic.
- Peter Stone: So the trauma happened her freshman year at Spence?
- Lisa Abernathy: Or there was something there that triggered the memory.
- Peter Stone: You think her father abused her?
- Lisa Abernathy: I think it's possible. I wouldn't put her back together with her parents until we find the source of the trauma.
- Peter Stone: She doesn't have years to spend on the couch.
- Olivia Benson: Somebody sexually abused this girl, and the trauma was so severe that she actually abandoned who she was.
- Peter Stone: You catch him, I'll cook him. But I'm gonna need a lot more than the testimony of a girl who can't remember what happened.
- Olivia Benson: Okay, so how do we help her remember?
- Lisa Abernathy: Every patient is different. But starting with the man who assaulted her might be a good place to start.
- Peter Stone: Yeah, piece of cake. If we knew who he was.
- Olivia Benson: [getting an idea] Hold on. What if... what if we took Sophie back to the place where she became Grace?
- Sophie Simmons: Kirsten convinced me to rush Theta. It probably sounds silly to you, but it was so on fleek.
- Olivia Benson: Oh, I was a... I was a Phi Delta.
- Sophie Simmons: Really? I just thought, I mean... the badge and the gun...
- Olivia Benson: Oh, I know, I know. You know, college was, uh... an escape for me.
- Sophie Simmons: My dad thought the sorority was a waste of time. There. Under that tree, that's... where I met Paul. He was the first guy I ever... I was a late bloomer.
- Olivia Benson: Got it.
- Sophie Simmons: That's where we ate. People talk about the freshman 15? I actually lost weight.
- Olivia Benson: [laughing] I lived on Cap'n Crunch. It wasn't 'till I moved in with Billy that he upped my game to a can of tuna.
- Sophie Simmons: Uh, are you still with Billy?
- Olivia Benson: Oh, no. No, no. Billy is a thing of the past.
- Sophie Simmons: There's no way in the world my dad would ever let me move in with a guy.
- Olivia Benson: Well, I didn't exactly tell my mother.
- Olivia Benson: Hey, you okay?
- Peter Stone: Yeah, I'm okay.
- Olivia Benson: No, you're not.
- Peter Stone: My sister went missing once, before we institutionalized her.
- Olivia Benson: She ended up living on the street.
- Peter Stone: Yeah, with a junkie, doing meth. It's the only time I ever saw my father cry.
- Olivia Benson: You cannot attack the parents.
- Peter Stone: How are you not more upset about this?
- Olivia Benson: Peter, they are not the ones that are guilty here.
- Peter Stone: They hung a few flyers. My dad had half the PD working overtime.
- Olivia Benson: And Mark Simmons is not in the same position.
- Peter Stone: The hell he's not. They're both fathers.
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: This guy was a professor. He's supposed to guide young minds, not destroy them. If he weren't already dead, I'd... I'd kill that guy.
- Olivia Benson: What did you just say?
- Dominick Carisi Jr.: I was just speaking figuratively.
- Olivia Benson: That's genius, Carisi.
- Silas Perry: If you don't mind, I have work to do.
- Odafin Tutuola: If you don't mind, stand your ass up and turn around.