Jax has to handle some unhappy customers as the weapon deal goes through Mike's organization. Meanwhile, Tara finds a way to avoid jail without giving up the MC.Jax has to handle some unhappy customers as the weapon deal goes through Mike's organization. Meanwhile, Tara finds a way to avoid jail without giving up the MC.Jax has to handle some unhappy customers as the weapon deal goes through Mike's organization. Meanwhile, Tara finds a way to avoid jail without giving up the MC.
- Clarence 'Clay' Morrow
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Storyline
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- TriviaAll entries contain spoilers
- GoofsAround an hour in, when Tara and Eli are walking into Tara and Jax's house, you can see that she is pregnant.
- Quotes
Jackson 'Jax' Teller: [In his journal] There are lessons to be found here. But, mostly, I do this so that you can know me. Lately, as I write these, I realize they are as much for me as they are for you. This is the one place I can be completely open. The pen and paper has no judgment. No vote. It simply receives my truth, and allows me to turn the page. And today, this is my truth. I am terrified a great deal of the time. Afraid of what I've done. Of what I'm doing. And of what I might have to do. It's not a crippling fear. In fact, it's just the opposite. I thrive on it. I crave it. I need that rush of terror to get me out of bed in the morning. It's in my DNA. I have tremendous remorse for the acts of violence I've committed. Both planned and spontaneous. But, I think what brings me the most sorrow is that I've learned to justify this behavior. I always find a reason. A cause. A need. That allows me the karmic lubrication that allows me to stuff my guilt into a savage compartment. I've become the thing. The one I hated. And with that awareness comes periods of days, sometimes weeks, I have to avoid looking into a mirror. My self-hate is deep, so palpable, I fear I'll lunge at my own image, shatter the glass and cut myself with shards of broken reflection. Since my best friend was killed, I've lost my center. Op was always my pull back to true north. Now my doubt and sense of fraudulence barks so loudly in my head, that most of the time I can't hear anything else. Love, camaraderie, freedom. All the things I want from this life are lost in the din. Forgive my indulgence, sons. But, today may be a day we both remember. A defining day. And I want you to look back at this entry and know that at the very least, your father was completely honest. So, you know I speak the truth when I tell you that you are the most important thing to me. I will never hurt you. Never abandon you. I love you, Abel. I love you, Thomas. More than anything or anyone. I always will. Everything I do is for my sons.
- ConnectionsFeatured in MsMojo: Top 10 Saddest TV Goodbyes (2017)
- SoundtracksAnts in the Pants
Composed by Edgard Jaude, Adam Greenberg
Performed by 2 Simple
Courtesy of In Fonts, Inamorata, Zazu and A. Greenberg Publishing.
Give it up I would give everything up Every last breath Every first taste, for you. Just to make it alright. Just to make it alright.
But its too late, to go back. I can see the darkness, through the cracks. Daylight fading, I curse the breaking. The day is gone. The day is gone.
Run away I ll just run away like a child from all them to you And now I see my most constant mistake is i don't know what I love till its gone
But its too late To go back And I can see the darkness Through the cracks Daylight fading I curse the breaking. The day is gone. The day is gone
Its too late to go back, I let the darkness seep through the cracks. Love is bleeding, I curse my breathing. The day is gone The day is gone
- yazod-2
- Aug 9, 2020
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- Runtime1 hour 24 minutes
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- 16:9 HD